sorry

my stomach churns with pain
my heart aches, tearing at every angle
i apologize
from the depths within
I feel the burn of hurt
from the hearts of those i love.
I see, deceit, lies, frustration
I am.

Sorry...

God breaks my heart daily
if i give myself to Him
this will play out
He is faithful, He never fails
He is all we can rely on
And yet, we still fail..
What love, so unfathomable.

Help me Lord, quench my thirst
Heal my heart.
Bring my eyes to You
Clear this anxiety, and when I fail.
know I am sorry.

I am sorry every one!
...Like a great song says
all i can do is all i can do, but i keep on trying... and here i go, another day, another battle...
friends, loved ones, i love you, and i am trying